will this fandom dissapear? How to renew my interest?

[Duncan Edwards]

Sorry I'm late to the party here.

It comes and goes like anything else. I've been heavily involved every day for 20 years this month. (Good Lord, that just hit me!) Over the course of that time I've experienced several occasions where I was convinced I was done with participation and even thinking about it. Obviously none of that lasted since I'm still here. No interest will keep you going all day every day of your life so just back off for a while. If "the fetish is strong" with you then the interest will return on it's own soon enough.