Dream Journal: My first Lucid Quicksand Dream

[Solrex]

Author's note: So I've been trying to have a lucid dream for a while now, and the first one I had, I had just got right in front of the quicksand pit, and woke up, the dream destabilized. But, this morning, I had my fun. Since it's a bit mature of a dream, I decided to share it here. Honestly, the worst part about it is that my reality check this morning was me laying in my bed. Go figure. Not sure how to explain it. Also, sorry for the skipped parts, I'm usually one for explaining in detail what happens during a sink, but this was written from recall, not from writing skill. Some notes: Impulsi is the part of my brain responsible for my fetishes and sexual desires. I named her Impulsi, gave her a gender, and yeah, we all have this part of our brain. Hope you enjoy!

The dream started off on my football field of my high school. I helped them with their sports, then ran to one of the bathrooms, closed the door, and created my jungle on the other side.

I continuously spun around and rubbed my hands and put on glasses to stabilize my dream. It wasn't vivid, but it was lucid. I left the bathroom to the jungle with the quicksand.

Naked, I walked out to the center of the quicksand, and felt it's weight surround my feet, ankles, and knees as I sunk into it. It wasn't super vivid, but it was enough. I slowly focused on sinking deeper. Up my thighs, up deeper to my bare dick, remember I am naked. I sink into it, and I get all aroused, and hard, but I don't orgasm.

I pumped myself even deeper as the weight surrounded my body, and I urged myself deeper, feeling happiness with all this weight around me.

Once I'm up to about my armpits, I shoved my arms into the bog, and then they were stuck happily. I notice I'm buoyant though, so I summon the kinky side of my brain, Impulsi, and she laughs at my predicament. I want her to push me under, and she happily agrees. She, of course, has the ability to walk on quicksand without sinking, and she comes over to me, and steps on my head with a high heel and pushes my head under. Now I'm submerged.

I enjoy myself and struggle, and know that I can spend forever under here since it's a dream, but I eventually poke my hand out the top, and have Impulsi pull me out, even bending the mud higher to get a better angle to pull me out.

Once I'm out, I get to dry land, and I transform my legs into a lamia tail, and give myself boobs and a vagina. I then sheepishly ask Impulsi if I could coil her up. She happily obliged, but warned me if I really wanted to do that. I did.

I wrapped around her, my perspective switching from first to third occasionally, and I get all the way up to Impulsi's neck. I ask her to struggle, and I feel my snake muscles tighten up and lock up.

Eventually, I then try escape coiling up Impulsi, but as I tried to, she struggled and locked up my tail to still coil her, putting me in her bondage even though I was coiling her. A very Impulsi thing to do.

Eventually, I ask Impulsi to let me escape, and she agrees. I turn back into a human, but before I can turn back male, Impulsi masturbates my vagina and it feels good, but I still don't orgasm. I have Impulsi let me turn male, as I'm wanting to leave the dream soon, and as soon as my vagina inverts to a dick, and my breasts are male sized again, she gives me a handjob. Pleasure, but still no orgasm.

I should mention IRL 2 days ago, on Thursday, I spent a good hour in the shower trying to bring myself to orgasm, and nothing came of it, and I eventually gave up.

I say goodbye to Impulsi, and trapped in the dream, I spawn in a rope and climb out of the dream. As I reach the top, my eyes flutter awake. I grabbed my phone and wrote down this dream.

Afterwards, I tried to masturbate, and finally brought myself to orgasm after a few days of being unable to do so. All in all, this morning was fantastic.

[JSample]

A very entertaining dream story, Solrex; I wish my own dreams were as vivid. I especially enjoyed how you depicted yourself interacting with Impulsi, and in fact as I read your story I found myself thinking that you and I seem to think alike in certain ways. I'm currently working on a story of my own that involves a vivid quicksand dream between a male and a female character in which the female is imaginary and the male is myself (sort of), although there's no gender-bending in my story. At the rate at which I write it'll probably be another couple of months or so before I'm ready to post it!

[Solrex]

A very entertaining dream story, Solrex; I wish my own dreams were as vivid. I especially enjoyed how you depicted yourself interacting with Impulsi, and in fact as I read your story I found myself thinking that you and I seem to think alike in certain ways. I'm currently working on a story of my own that involves a vivid quicksand dream between a male and a female character in which the female is imaginary and the male is myself (sort of), although there's no gender-bending in my story. At the rate at which I write it'll probably be another couple of months or so before I'm ready to post it!

Well, yeah, this actually happened in my subconscious as a dream, although the dream wasn't that vivid. On a scale of 1 to 5, 1 being you just thinking about it, and 5 being you can't tell the difference between whether it's a dream or reality(at least until you do a reality check), I would say this dream was a 2. I could tell it was thoughts, but it was a little bit more. Occasionally I could feel myself lying in bed, and other times I was more immersed. Mostly, I just stretched. But, I was deep enough that I had to physically leave the dream, not just wake up. Perhaps there was a reason Impulsi made sure I didn't orgasm when she pleasured me.

That's kinda cool that we think similar, are you on the quicksand discord at all? I would love to chat with you.

Anyways, what's interesting is that Impulsi is a part of my subconscious mind. This is important because while I don't consider changing gender to be one of my fetishes, I have 4 primary fetishes, Impulsi knows me inside and out, and knows what I like that I don't realize I like so much. She knows that if I could actually transform fully into a female and back and forth, so temporarily, I would take that chance, just cause I'm curious.

Another way she knows me is that in my dream, is that she can communicate with me without speaking. When I held my hand outside of the bog, she knew I was wanting out, probably not just out of the quicksand, but of the dream after the next thing I did. This isn't telepathy, but moreso, she is my brain. She is me. I don't have to have mystical powers for my subconscious to know what I want, and as I said, Impulsi is the sexual section of my subconscious.

I wish you luck with your story. You know, you could always try getting into lucid dreaming and record your own lucid dream. If you do so, that journey kinda has to be self driven, but there are YouTube tutorials on methods like WILD and such, and also keeping a dream journal. As defined, a lucid dream is one in which you are aware you are dreaming, and then because it's a dream, and you are aware, you take full control of it, teleporting where you want to (using doors is the easiest method, which I did), summoning what you want, just basically playing god in your dream.

You can fly in a dream if you want, but while most people would want to fly, I'm more interested in sinking into the ground, rather than flying off it. There's not much more I can say. I'm a quicksand fetishist, and that's just a part of me. If I could bend any element, it would be only a combination of water and earth, so mud.

Another thing, when Impulsi jerked me off, it was interesting. Because although that's the first time she did it to me while dreaming, it was not the first time she did it to me. Every time I jerk off, there is a little part of her, in my mind, jerking me off. So when she did it in the dream, it was all too familiar, and very enjoyable.

I can't remember if you were the one that wrote the Kid, but if you did, Impulsi is my version of The Kid. If that is you, maybe we could do a roleplay where Impulsi meets the kid? I dunno, just a thought, I'm always on discord.

Also, for everyone else, the Animusa story is technically in development, I'm coming up with ideas to start thinking how it will work out, that's part of development. So while I haven't written a word for part 3, it is being planned out.

Anyways, Jsample, I wish you luck in writing your story and in lucid dreaming, if you choose to pursue that. See ya for now, and do tell me if you send me an email with your discord name in it, I'll be sure to link you to the discord for quicksand, although there is a link on this forum somewhere.

See ya.

[JSample]

Hey, Solrex, thanks for your reply. Rather than "quoting" your entire message in my response, I'll cite the specific parts I'm replying to.

That's kinda cool that we think similar, are you on the quicksand discord at all? I would love to chat with you.

I'm not on any discord as of yet, although I might check out the quicksand one. I'd like to chat with you too.

Anyways, what's interesting is that Impulsi is a part of my subconscious mind. This is important because while I don't consider changing gender to be one of my fetishes, I have 4 primary fetishes, Impulsi knows me inside and out, and knows what I like that I don't realize I like so much. She knows that if I could actually transform fully into a female and back and forth, so temporarily, I would take that chance, just cause I'm curious.

Maybe it's a function of my relatively conservative upbringing, but I've never imagined myself as a female, although I know that it would have taken only a few hormonal variations early in my gestation to have made all the difference.

Another way she knows me is that in my dream, is that she can communicate with me without speaking. When I held my hand outside of the bog, she knew I was wanting out, probably not just out of the quicksand, but of the dream after the next thing I did. This isn't telepathy, but moreso, she is my brain. She is me. I don't have to have mystical powers for my subconscious to know what I want, and as I said, Impulsi is the sexual section of my subconscious.

To answer a question you asked later on in your message, yes, I wrote both "The Kid" and its side-quel "The Girl." One big difference I see between your Impulsi and my Kid is that she seems to have existed for you as Impulsi long before you started writing about her here, whereas my "Kid" is a more recent invention of mine. While I've been aware of my own quicksand fetish for more than forty years, my "Kid" as the personification of my fetish was purely a literary creation to enable me to tell a story about my interaction with and my coming to terms with my fetish "monster" once I finally decided to join this forum a couple of years ago. In fact, I just checked and saw that it was two years ago this past Sunday that I started writing "The Kid."

I wish you luck with your story....

Thank you.

I can't remember if you were the one that wrote the Kid, but if you did, Impulsi is my version of The Kid. If that is you, maybe we could do a roleplay where Impulsi meets the kid? I dunno, just a thought, I'm always on discord.

As I mentioned above, I did write that story but am not yet on the discord. The story I'm working on now is a sequel to both "The Kid" and "The Girl" and, without giving too much of it away, I will say that the premise of two fetish "beings" encountering one another within a shared dreamscape forms the heart of the story, and I was actually in the midst of fleshing out that very sequence when you posted your dream story about yourself/Impulsi the other day. That's part of what I meant when I said that we seem to think alike, at least in general ways. While I've never actually "roleplayed" in any way regarding my fetish (except within the constraints of a narrative in which I'm ultimately in control), I wouldn't be opposed to trying it.

Also, for everyone else, the Animusa story is technically in development, I'm coming up with ideas to start thinking how it will work out, that's part of development. So while I haven't written a word for part 3, it is being planned out.

I hope things go well for you with your Animusa story, Solrex. Here's one big difference that I see between myself and many other story writers who write multi-part stories for the forum; rather than writing a part of a story, posting it, and then puzzling through what I'm going to do with the following part(s), I prefer to complete the whole thing to my satisfaction first, making sure that things that happen in later parts of the story don't conflict with what happened earlier; this approach also allows me to go back to edit earlier, completed parts to both "foreshadow" future events that I hadn't thought of when I was writing the earlier parts and to remove things that don't really jibe with the direction that the story ends up taking. That's why I said that it would likely be a few more months before I'm ready to post my current story.

Anyways, Jsample, I wish you luck in writing your story and in lucid dreaming, if you choose to pursue that. See ya for now, and do tell me if you send me an email with your discord name in it, I'll be sure to link you to the discord for quicksand, although there is a link on this forum somewhere
See ya.

I actually have a story idea that's based on a quicksand dream that I had more than a year ago, which I'll probably work on after I finish the current one. I'll let you know if and when I go on the discord. Take care.